Pentecost 2A 2005
Deuteronomy 11:18-21,26-28
Psalm 21:1-5,19-24
Romans 1:16-17;3:22b-31
Matthew 7:21-29
I am sure you are familiar with that old image of the
duck. Looks calm and collected on top of
the water, paddling
like crazy underneath!
Pretty good description of this 21st
century world that we live in.
For the most part,
we try to look calm, cool,
collected. We can buy lots of
products to help with that. Pills to
help you sleep, makeup
to give your eyes a lift, and energy
drinks, energy bars, energy
snacks.
The name of the game
is control, as
in “I’ve got it all under control.” We
want to look like that duck above water.
But the not so secret truth is we are all paddling like
crazy underneath.
We are working harder than ever, programming even our children’s free
time and our family vacation time. We
are trying to keep up with the Jone’s three car
garage and weed free lawn while we brag about the number of activities our
children are in.
All the time trying to make it look easy.
Meanwhile,
beneath the Jone’s cool and easy exterior
they too are paddling like crazy, so
that no one sees their stress, their
pain, their fear.
What would happened if we
stopped? Stopped paddling like crazy for
a moment? Admitted outright that we too
are filled with stress,
prone to hiding our pain?
Afraid of the chaotic world we live in?
What would happen if we threw up our hands and admitted that
we cannot control life as hard as we try?
Admitted that all the energy drinks in the world are not enough to keep us sane and ahead of
the game.
What would happen if we admitted that we keep busy because
we are afraid to stop and admit to the pain, we are afraid to stop and see the
chaos, we are afraid to stop and take in
the mess of the world.
I had a professor who was found of comparing our culture to
the early Romans. They would put on big
spectacular events,
like throwing a few Christians to the lions, to entertain folks, keep folks occupied so they would forget
about how bad the world really was.
So we watch 100 tv
stations so we don’t have to pay attention to the ongoing war and destruction
in
It is a crazy world, if you take the time to stop and think
about it.
And we don’t like to do that. So off we go, paddling like crazy, looking cool and calm on top.
What is at the heart of all this fear? This denial? This need to look like we are in control even
if our hearts our breaking and our worlds are falling apart?
Are we afraid of what others will think? If we stop paddling are we afraid that our
friends will think we are weak? They
will circle around us and laugh?
Are we afraid of what will happen to our neat and tidy lives? Will the bottom fall out if we don’t hold it
all together? That if we quit paddling
we will fall to the bottom of the pond?
Or are we afraid of ourselves? That
if we quit paddling we will have to feel those uncomfortable emotions of pain,
sorrow, inadequacy?
Or is it all of this?
Sometimes one,
sometimes the other?
The pressure to look good to others, the pressure to be important in our
world, the pressure to stay happy?
I’m not talking just on a personal level, but on a national level as well. Our country wants to look the same, controlled, neat and tidy, keeping pain at a distance. Keeping the people entertained so we don’t
start asking hard questions about the economy, the war, the lack of concern for other countries that
are struggling….
What happens if we quit paddling and fall?
Suspended By Denise Levertov
I had
grasped God’s garment in the void
But
my hand slipped
On the rich silk of it.
The ‘everlasting arms’ my
sister loved to remember
Must have upheld my leaden
weight
From falling, even so,
For though I claw at empty air
and feel
Nothing, on embrace,
I have not plummeted.
If we stop, we will not plummet into the
abyss. We will be held up on the water
and allowed to float.
For we believe that a person is justified by faith apart from
the works prescribed by the law.
And it is not our faith that justifies us, for that would make faith one more
reason to paddle hard. It is the faith
of God in Jesus that makes sets us right, that holds us up.
It is God who justifies, who holds us together, who holds us up. Who is the very water we are traveling through.
So it is okay to stop paddling, we may fall a bit but God will not let us plummet to the bottom.
And when we stop paddling, we begin to see. Our eyes can focus not on our own busy feet, but on the fear in
our neighbors eyes, the pain in our
friends hearts, the fear in the world
around us.
And in seeing, we can move again, this time in faith. Not speaking empty words or lame promises, but acting in
love.
We don’t just say “Don’t
worry, be happy, God
will provide.” Then turn back to our own
feet.
We paddle alongside our neighbor. We provide food and clothing and warm
socks. We work to set things right by advocating and agitating and pressuring the powers that be.
We show by example that the world will not stop if we take a
break. Our children will not fall apart
if they have free time. Our importance doesn’t
depend on the size of our garages.
And when we stop paddling , trusting in the foundation God has put
beneath us, trusting that we will not
plummet, trusting that Jesus holds us up
amazing things happen.
For when we quit paying so much attention to our paddling
feet, and start
caring for each other, admitting that we
too hurt and fear and long and dream for a better world…
We find that the current moves us along. Our paddling had just kept us going in circles. Like the Isrealites stuck in the wilderness for fourty years, unable
to trust that God would provide, God
would lead, God was holding the world
together.
When we hear the words of God and act…working for justice, caring for the
least of these, tending to one another…. Life is no longer to be feared, but it is to
be embraced in all of it’s
pain and sorrow, joy and
hope.
Then others who are busy paddling will look, see that we don’t just call on Jesus name for
our own agendas, but we actually do the
peaceful, loving work of God, and still float on faith.
And we can say, let go, stop paddling, you will not plummet. The
current of God’s love will carry you through.
Trusting in the current, we work together to gather others into
the stream of life. Making a calm in the
chaos and sending
peace into the fear.
All in the name of Jesus, the faithful one: In whom we put our trust.
Amen.